When I lost you…
I lost a piece of me
that’s never going fill by anyone else
Like soul from a body
Fragrance from a flower
& Stars from the sky.
May be I’m supposed to feel this pain all the time
Like It’s never ending,
Stucked in circumstances
Of extraordinary feelings
Of hurting & healing
Like a curse in return to being faithful.
My heart is tired of defending you all the time
From my own mind
Like Heart is on a statement that she is not gone or lost
But mind believes she never ever stayed
Then how can you assume that she is not gone!
I lose you every time I think of meetings you,
Kissing you on your forehead
holding you closer
& wanting you desperately
Like a child for a mother
Like bees for the flowers
& like me for you.
I go to bed at night and lose you,
when I wish I could tell you about my entire day.
What I did , whom I met
& Most important how much I missed you
And in the morning, when I wake up
and reach for the empty space across the sheets, I begin to lose you all over again.
– Ridhdhesh Jivawala